rang up the STI clinic to find my results they checked it was me then put me on hold which felt like forever but was only like a minute....then the results turned out..........wait for it.......ALL CLEAR ive got a smile from ear to ear god my stress levels have gone down big tim e i shal cut down a bit on the whiskey now. Overall this has taught me a lesson "dont be silly rap hid willy" as they say on that advert and now i no why they spend all that money on them campaigns lol. also i dont have to walk the 3 miles from the train station again up hill

so its my birthday next weekend suposed to be getting with my x lads best mate which should be quite good because he is a really nice lad but i no its not the best thing to do but at the moment im going by the rule "think of number 1 first and only trust number one" because i mean everyone else just lets you down

also at the moment although i have the relief of knowing im clear there is still the thing with the perants who are slowly trapping me in more and more firstly they no longer let me go out with the lads because they say they are a bad influence but since i have been with them i hardly drink, im not in a room full of smoke all the time and i can tell you now the size of these lot not one other person would lay a wrong hand on me......also they have taken my camera off me which has made me go nuts because my photography helps my express my feelings (yes i no that sounds nuts)but the reason why they took it off me was because i back combed my hair so i had an affro but my thick liquid eyeliner on and was doing a sort of emo sadness sort of shoot so i did loads of test shots to see which setting worked best and which light worked best in rooms and i was only in my bra and i showed her the pics and she could see that the pics were only from my neck up and the only reason i was in my bra was coz i hadnt put my top on yet coz i didnt want to get eyeliner on it.......so i really duno what the hell else i can do its driving me crackers coz i feel so trapped

sorry ive been neglecting this blog over the last few days just been rather busy but i shall not neglect my readers in future...write tomorow